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dear yoñlu, 

 

i was only three yo when you decided that this world was too heavy for u. now, im almost sixteen, and i feel like i don't belong anywhere. i feel so many things, things that makes me want to scratch my skin and scream. 

but your music helps me a lot. when i got to know what happened to you, two years ago, i felt like a part of me i didn't know died and then was reborn. i felt like i had lost a friend, vini. i dreamt of you so many times. i always try to save you but i can't and then i die too. i miss you and we've never met.

and i feel so sorry. im so sorry because im sure im gonna end myself. soon. 

wish i could have hugged you, listened to you and your demons, be there for you.

i just hope you're in peace now.

i love you.

thank you for being the most beautiful thing i see and hear every single day.

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"caminhando e cantando e seguindo a canção".

all love,

denna.

p.s.: there's a movie about you. i don't know what else to say. it's pretty great, tho. see ya, perhaps.

 

12.02.2019

 

 

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@dennahey, dear. 

well, I'm kinda happy for reading something that looks like that I was who write it, bc I cannot say how much I understand you, denna. I'm seventeen right now and just like you i felt exactly the same thing when I think about yonlu and search/listen to his stuff. idk, I felt like a lost a friend too; someone that, somehow that idk how to explain,  kinda understand (or understood (?)) me in this world full of pain and melancholy and demons in your head that does not stop growing and getting more and more stronger every day. 

 

anyway, I'm kinda sad too, if you let me be honest;; I really don't like seen people suffering for this kinda of demons that, as you (and vinicius) know I guess, just wanna us to be dead and fast. and if you let me again, please receive this weird-virtual-hug-from-a-brazilian-girl-who-loves-yonlu-more-than-probably-her-shit-life :) 

 

all love, katerine. 

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1 hour ago, andromeda0216 said:

@dennahey, dear. 

well, I'm kinda happy for reading something that looks like that I was who write it, bc I cannot say how much I understand you, denna. I'm seventeen right now and just like you i felt exactly the same thing when I think about yonlu and search/listen to his stuff. idk, I felt like a lost a friend too; someone that, somehow that idk how to explain,  kinda understand (or understood (?)) me in this world full of pain and melancholy and demons in your head that does not stop growing and getting more and more stronger every day. 

 

anyway, I'm kinda sad too, if you let me be honest;; I really don't like seen people suffering for this kinda of demons that, as you (and vinicius) know I guess, just wanna us to be dead and fast. and if you let me again, please receive this weird-virtual-hug-from-a-brazilian-girl-who-loves-yonlu-more-than-probably-her-shit-life :) 

 

all love, katerine. 

hey, katerine

 

thank u for reading my emotional "letter" and taking a bit of your time to write me c:

it really warms my heart

 

i guess we all would like to save him..

 

the melancholy is really touchable

 

well, receive this weird-virtual-hug back <333

 

and, please, feel free to send me a message if u feel like wanting to talk to someone

wish for you all the good energies this universe can offers ^^

 

all love,

me

 

 

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Sendo isso estranho ou não, Yoñlu, eu de certa forma só estou aqui porque você esteve um dia. Foi a pouquíssimo tempo que fiquei sabendo de você e do seu suicídio, mas ainda sim senti algo muito forte dentro de mim, sinto uma dor muito grande dentro de mim quando paro para pensar no que houve com você. Eu estou hoje aqui no fórum, hoje eu escrevo, hoje toco, hoje vivo, você não, e é algo tão fora da nossa realidade que nem mesmo podemos imaginar a sensação que é estar morto, e isso dói muito dentro de mim, pensar que hoje vivo, e você não.

Lamento muito por existirem pessoas que te influenciaram daquele jeito, mas o que faz com passamos a agir dessa forma é um mistério, a psique humana é um mistério, seu suicídio é um mistério. Talvez o que fizeram com você foi algum tipo de laranja mecânica, talvez eram pessoas tão sequeladas quanto você, que descontam a frustração e a dor de consciência nos outros.

Quando olho para suas fotos, sinto melancolia e me deprimo, choro, mesmo nunca o tendo realmente conhecido e ter conhecido seu trabalho e sua história a pouco tempo. É como se uma pequena parte que faz parte de mim morra também quando escuto suas músicas, ou leio seus poemas, mas essa parte que morre renasce como uma fênix.

Yoñlu, você hoje vive na mente e nos corações de muitas pessoas ao redor do Brasil e mundo, inspirando milhares de pessoas por aí, inspirando a mim. Yoñlu é fantástico.

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On 12/02/2019 at 19:36, denna said:

dear yoñlu, 

 

i was only three yo when you decided that this world was too heavy for u. now, im almost sixteen, and i feel like i don't belong anywhere. i feel so many things, things that makes me want to scratch my skin and scream. 

but your music helps me a lot. when i got to know what happened to you, two years ago, i felt like a part of me i didn't know died and then was reborn. i felt like i had lost a friend, vini. i dreamt of you so many times. i always try to save you but i can't and then i die too. i miss you and we've never met.

and i feel so sorry. im so sorry because im sure im gonna end myself. soon. 

wish i could have hugged you, listened to you and your demons, be there for you.

i just hope you're in peace now.

i love you.

thank you for being the most beautiful thing i see and hear every single day.

all love,

denna.

p.s.: there's a movie about you. i don't know what else to say. it's pretty great, tho. see ya, perhaps.

 

12.02.2019

 

 

I feel the same, it feels kind weird, doesn't it? I had a dream with him last week, i was talking to his spirit, i don't remember what we talked about in the dream, but i felt it so much.

It's weird, i kinda ''miss him'', and being the same age he were when he died is more touching, i don't know.

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Yonlu é arte. Sempre será arte.

O coração dói de reviver momentos que nunca existiram. Dói saber que alguém como ele morreu da forma que morreu.

Todas as memórias presentes me trazem uma sensação de tristeza profunda, não da pra explicar.

Eu só consigo sentir. Sentir falta de alguém que eu sequer conheci. Sentir falta de memórias que não existem, e que são apenas uma criação da minha mente. 

Acho que todos que acompanham o Vinicius (mesmo depois de tudo) sabem como é esse sentimento. 

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