i was only three yo when you decided that this world was too heavy for u. now, im almost sixteen, and i feel like i don't belong anywhere. i feel so many things, things that makes me want to scratch my skin and scream.
but your music helps me a lot. when i got to know what happened to you, two years ago, i felt like a part of me i didn't know died and then was reborn. i felt like i had lost a friend, vini. i dreamt of you so many times. i always try to save you but i can't and then i die too. i miss you and we've never met.
and i feel so sorry. im so sorry because im sure im gonna end myself. soon.
wish i could have hugged you, listened to you and your demons, be there for you.
i just hope you're in peace now.
i love you.
thank you for being the most beautiful thing i see and hear every single day.
p.s.: there's a movie about you. i don't know what else to say. it's pretty great, tho. see ya, perhaps.